Weeping (v):
1. To express deep sorrow, usually by shedding tears (Miriam-Webster).
2. To express passion, (such as grief) by shedding tears (Miriam-Webster).
3. The action occurring in the moment that you are holding your three-year-old niece and her little curls are tickling your neck and you have never felt so much love, but then the pastor (who is visiting with the sole purpose of gently laying the church to rest) says “I officially declare this congregation to be closed,” and you respond accordingly.
4. A cobble of stones dropped down from the chest to the stomach with great weight, which causes an outpouring of emotion, both internal and external, often with deep emotional and spiritual implications and/or causes.
a. see John 11:35: Jesus wept.
b. see also, Matthew 2:18: A voice was heard in Ramah, weeping and loud lamentation, Rachel weeping for her children because they are no more.
c. see also, Psalm 30:5: Weeping may tarry for the night, but joy comes with the morning.
Mourning (v):
1. The act of sorrowing. To feel or express grief or sorrow (Miriam-Webster).
2. The act of watching a video recap of a life from the era you missed to the eons you were part of. The experience of watching deep friendships develop on a recap reel. Sorrowing the deep loss of twelve years known and unknown. Internalizing the sensation of sniffles around the room in chorus with your own.
3. The experience of walking through a set of doors in a particular way for the last time. Rolling up a carpet with finality. Watching your pastor walk through that pair of double doors and knowing he will no longer be your pastor. Waking up early and pulling on black tights.
4. A burden dropped expectedly or unexpectedly upon one’s shoulders (generally shared by many, sometimes experienced by only one); the tug of many conflicting emotions simultaneously; an experience of grief with spiritual and lingering overtones.
a. see Ezekiel 24:17: Sigh, but not aloud; make no mourning for the dead.
b. see also, Ecclesiastes 7:4: The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning
c. see also, Romans 12:15: Rejoice with those who rejoice, mourn with those who mourn.
d. see also, Matthew 5:4: Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.
Hope (v):
1. To cherish a desire with anticipation (Miriam-Webster).
2. To desire with expectation of obtainment or fulfillment (Miriam-Webster).
3. To expect with confidence (Miriam-Webster).
4. To pull up in your phone the location of a future church home and look around the room expectantly, hoping to see the faces of your spirit family as soon as Easter.
5. The sensation conflicting with grief which the sound of children laughing can cause over the crinkle of tissue packets.
6. The gift of a savior in the midst of a casserole of hurt; the knowledge that what has come to pass was planned, and what will come to pass is similarly safeguarded.
7. Confidence in the possibility that the best is yet to come.
a. see: Jeremiah 29:11: For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.
b. see also, Hebrews 11:1: Now faith is the assurance for things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.
c. see also, Lamentations 3:24: “The Lord is my portion,” says my soul, “therefore I will hope in him.”
“When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.”
– Kahil Gibran
“In sorrow we must go, but not in despair. Behold! We are not bound for ever to the circles of the world, and beyond them is more than memory.”
– J.R.R. Tolkien